A Vashti-type Christian

“On the seventh day, when the heart of the king was merry with wine, he commanded Mehuman, Biztha, Harbona, Bigtha, and Abagtha, Zethar, and Carcas, the seven chamberlains that served in the presence of Ahasuerus the king, To bring Vashti the queen before the king with the crown royal, to shew the people and the princes her beauty: for she was fair to look on. But the queen Vashti refused to come at the king’s commandment by his chamberlains: therefore was the king very wroth, and his anger burned in him.” (Esther 1:10-12)
I’ve known the story of Esther very well all of my life. Esther, with her bravery and beauty, was made queen because of Queen Vashti’s rebellion to the king. Often, though, I jump right into the story of Esther, skimming over the vital role of Vashti.
At Vashti’s rebellion, King Ahasuerus was counseled, “Vashti the queen hath not done wrong to the king only, but also to all the princes, and to all the people that are in all the provinces of the king Ahasuerus. For this deed of the queen shall come abroad unto all women, so that they shall despise their husbands in their eyes, when it shall be reported, The king Ahasuerus commanded Vashti the queen to be brought in before him, but she came not. Likewise shall the ladies of Persia and Media say this day unto all the king’s princes, which have heard of the deed of the queen. Thus shall there arise too much contempt and wrath.”(Esther 1:16-18) These pagan rulers and wise men realized the powerful example of Queen Vashti and its dangerous consequences. To save the King from the shame that his wife could cause, she was banished from the kingdom and replaced.
As I read through this chapter, the Lord brought an interesting thought to my mind, “Am I ever a Vashti?” I am not queen to an earthly king – I am the child of the One True King! But how well does my life reflect it? When He gives a command, do I respond in humble obedience? or, like queen Vashti, do I sift His commands through my selfishness and reasoning? Like Vashti, I have others watching my life who, through my example, could be encouraged to obey or disobey. When I disobey God, I am not only sinning against Him, but also influencing others to rebel against Him as well. For this reason, God might punish me for my disobedience (Hebrews 12:6-10) – and justly so, for to disobey Him, I am bringing a reproach to His Holy Name.
Oh, may the Lord help me to put off the selfish tendencies of a Vashti!
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“Let no man despise thy youth; but be thou an example of the believers, in word, in conversation, in charity, in spirit, in faith, in purity.” (1 Timothy 4:12)

Followers of God

{So, I wasn’t planning on sharing regularly from my Ephesians study, but God has blessed me so much through it! I pray that you will be blessed as well.}

Ephesians 5:1
Be ye therefore followers of God, as dear children;
Followers of God – merely by itself, this verse speaks volumes. If we are to follow God, then we are to seek Him; for how can we follow someone of Whom we know little? We must educate ourselves about God – and the more we educate ourselves about God, the more He will work in us His character.
Can I truly say, “I’m a follower of God?” What is a follower? Sure, someone can “follow” a leader from afar, but chances are, we will miss his guidance and get off track. The same principle is true in Christian life. If we try to follow God “from afar,” we might see that He is over here on the other side of the valley, but neglect to see the bridge that He crossed over – and thus we envelope ourselves in miry trouble. If we try to mix “our own understanding” (Proverbs 3:5) with His leading, we will also find ourselves in trouble – for His ways are perfect (Psalm 18:30).
What are we to use to help us follow God?
“Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.”(Psalm 119:105)
“For the commandment is a lamp; and the law is light; and reproofs of instruction are the way of life:” (Proverbs 6:23)
“All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness: That the man of God may be perfect, throughly furnished unto all good works.” (2 Timothy 3:16-17)
God has given us instructions; He has given us a light for our path, He has shown us His way for us to follow – but it all counts for nothing if we do not read and study His Word and heed/apply it to our lives.
Following God never comes by happenchance. It is a decision to do or not to do – to obey or disobey. And if we fail to decide between the two, we have automatically decided in the negative.
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Contextually, this verse also speaks volumes. Previously are given examples of God:
-Kindness
-Tenderheartedness
-Forgiveness
Subsequently is:
-Love
-Giving
Following God means a lifestyle that is polished with kindness, tenderheartedness, forgiveness, love, and giving.
This list reminds me of Romans 12:9-18
9 Let love be without dissimulation. Abhor that which is evil; cleave to that which is good.
10 Be kindly affectioned one to another with brotherly love; in honour preferring one another;
11 Not slothful in business; fervent in spirit; serving the Lord;
12 Rejoicing in hope; patient in tribulation; continuing instant in prayer;
13 Distributing to the necessity of saints; given to hospitality.
14 Bless them which persecute you: bless, and curse not.
15 Rejoice with them that do rejoice, and weep with them that weep.
16 Be of the same mind one toward another. Mind not high things, but condescend to men of low estate. Be not wise in your own conceits.
17 Recompense to no man evil for evil. Provide things honest in the sight of all men.

18 If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men.

Word Wednesday #18

“Great peace have they which love Thy law: 
and nothing shall offend them.” 
(Psalm 119:165)

When we love God’s Word, we will not be offended. However, because we love God’s Word, we will be grieved at those who do not follow it (“I beheld the transgressors, and was grieved; because they kept not Thy Word.” Psalm 119:158) and zealous when It is forgotten(“My zeal hath consumed me, because mine enemies have forgotten Thy Words.” Psalm 119:139)

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And Then Comes Writing

This is an article I wrote for my sister’s writing newsletter back in May. It is a little testimony of my writing journey and where God has led me in it thus far.
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How much does a writer need to write to become well-equipped? If you research the question, you will find various opinions. But do we need these opinions to answer our question, as Christian writers?
My sister, Rachel, who is more of a writer than I

As a young teen, writing was more than my passion. I wrote every spare minute, thought about it, talked about it, and longed to do it. If a friend did not write, I had a difficult time talking with them and finding “common ground.” Looking back, it is easy to see that writing had become my obsession. It was then that God graciously led me to lay down the pen so I could refocus my purpose in writing. Now, almost ten years and many silent writing days later, God has given me back the pen, but the place it takes in my life is drastically different than before.

Though writing is a part of my life, writing is not “my life.” I am a Christian, daughter, music teacher and arranger, kitchen cleaner, and part of my family’s musicministry. Because of this, I cannot just pick up and write whenever I feel the writing “mood” come along. Instead, there are several things I must check.
1) Have I spent time with God?
“My foot hath held His steps, His way have I kept, and not declined. Neither have I gone back from the commandment of His lips; I have esteemed the words of His mouth more than my necessary food.” (Job 23:11-12)
If God’s Word is to be “more than my necessary food” then surely it must be more necessary than my writing time! Writing should never come before I have had adequate devotion/quiet time with God. If I neglect reading and studying God’s Word, how can I expect to write solid, Christian books?
2) Am I actively seeking God?
“But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and His righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.” (Matthew 6:33)
Added to reading and studying God’s Word, I should be seeking God and His direction for my writing. “Blessed are they that keep His testimonies, and that seek Him with the whole heart.” (Psalms 119:2) Whole-heartedly following after God means that I am daily surrendering my will to His. It means that I am sensitive to what He is convicting me to do — if He says to toss out my “pet story,” then I must toss it; if He says to change directions, I must change; if He says to stop writing, yes, I must stop. My all must be fully laid on His altar and I must trust that He knows best.
3) Have I neglected others?
“Look not every man on his own things, but every man also on the things of others.” (Philippians 2:4)
As much as I would like to convince myself that writing is “looking out for the things of others,” (after all, what about those who need to read this?) I know that when I write, I am tempted to ignore the needs of those closest to me.  If my family has a need, my writing should always be set aside. Better than that, I should be sure that I have fulfilled all of my responsibilities before I even begin to write. If I am “stealing time” from others so that I can write, I will not get the fulfillment and joy in writing that God would have me to receive.
4) Now can I write?
When should I fit writing into my schedule? If I follow the first three points, will I even have time in a day to write? There are many days when my brain is just reeling to write. However, if my devotions are unfinished, dishes unwashed, house a wreck, and my family needs me, my writing must be placed last. And many days, “last” means “not at all.” Though this sounds like a pitiful schedule for a writer, it is a guilt-free schedule! I can sit down and write without the nagging thought of, “I really should be cooking but . . .” And on those days, when I actually do have time to write guilt-free, the Lord gives me such peace and productivity that I would not exchange for even the most rigid writing schedule.